major malik nadal hasan.....

I've been wanting to write about this...but i cant really get my feeling straight on this sitation.

however i just read the most ignorant post online...a convert muslim basically saying that americans are stupid..and thats what we get....(personally i think she needs to re-evaluate her belifes...because islam is a non-violent relgion..)

many people know that on thursday a a major in the Army lost it, and went on a shooting rampage.

i was at home that day watching the news at broke...and my mom said to me..."i hope he is not middle eastern"..
then ...his name pop's up!

it's really sad what happened...its pathetic! i know that their is a lot of questions that need to be answered. people want to know if he did because of his relgion, or his race, or even if he was bullied because of who he was. IT DOESNT MATTER!!!!

what matters is that he turned fire on people who should have never been worried about their saftey around him. he took the lives of of mothers,sisters,children, fathers,cousin,friends.  yes they were about to be deployed ...but its their life....and he took it. he's scum!

he also took something away from muslims....he took away their right to exisit without his shame!  i feel so bad that last night on the news, some muslim community centers were getting nasty phone calls because of this incident....ignorant people think that islam to is blame for what he did.  and its not fair! they should not have to deal with this.

I'M NOT MUSLIM...but i firmly belive in truth...and a real muslim would not commit such acts.

i'm gonna go out on a limb..and i dont care if i offend anyone...but if you are muslim, and you condone these acts...you are not following islam properly, and are a disgrace to the mulsim people.

i'm sure some of you may be wondering how i can say such things...
because its the truth!
yes i'm catholic, but i was raised between Lebanon and the states...and (many ignorant people dont realize that about 35% of Lebanons population is chirstian) ... my father had me read the qu'ran as a teen so that i can know where my neighbors are comming from.....to me it was like reading the bible..
i have close muslim friends like family...

i'm just so upset by this!  and also by the reactions people have...oh he was harrased, some will say....SO WHAT!  it doesnt give anyone the right to kill another.

A FEW MORE THINGS;

1. being muslim is a relgion...its not a race!
2. middle eastern people arent all muslim...there are many chirstians who are middle eastern
3. converting to islam ...doesnt make you middle eastern. be who you are! if you are western...dont rant about anti western stuff, it makes you look silly!

(my post isnt meant to bash on converts eaither...there are many converts who practicing islam because it  gives them strength and inspires their belifes...my post was just genrated out of something i read from someone  who seems to be practicing something for the wrong reasons)

TO AMERICANS:
being american is being an immigrant, or being a decendent of an immigrant. there is no american race! we are all here because of dreams that our parents had for us.  no american has the right to judge based on race, or relgion, because thats no what america is.....otherwise you wouldnt be here.

UPDATE: heres a link to a article on the huffington post. its about major hasan. they have an interview with someone who knew major hasan...and prayed with him the morning of the shooting.  it also said that at fort hood their are 10,000 american mulsims serving...and about 300-400 muslim families living on the base.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/kamran-pasha/a-muslim-soldiers-view-fr_b_348973.html

11 YEAR OLD GIRL GIVES BIRTH???

this 11 year old girl is holding her 5 pound newborn baby.
i found an article that said her husband was 19....she went into labor durring her 3 day wedding.
i know that girls are starting their cycles earlier...and once a woman gets hers, she can reproduce...

but WTF???? she is only 11 years old...does that mean she was 10 when she got pregnant? and what about her parents? my son is 14 and i still keep tabs on him.

i cant imgine how a 11 year old had time to have a sexually active life. ...yes i know, parents arent always home. but if someone has a child its their responsibility to make sure that their child is being raised properly and has appropriate supervision.

and letting your child get married at 11...wooow.  she is just a baby...so much that she stated that she wont play with toys anymore because her baby is her new toy.

the girl is from Bulgaria...and HERE is a link where you can read about her...adn of course you can google her name.

the time just changed on me

that 18 hour shift i said i was working...just turned into 19 hours. 
today in the States, at 1am ...we just gained another hour. most people are getting another hour of sleep...but not me. im getting an extra hour of work :S

so what have i done tonight? well since no ones here, i did watch Twilight online...of course i'm working as well :)

MY HALLOWEEN!

THIS IS WHAT I STARTED WRITING LAST NIGHT...

Tomorow  i work from 1pm-7am the next morning...yes thats right. 18 hours straight. i work in a hospital, and since its open 24 hours, there are times when i get crazy shift.

so tonight is my Halloween.  to be honest. i dont even know the meaning of halloween. its much different here than it is Lebanon.  In Lebanon children go door to door to sing the halloween song (in their masks) and people give money.  here in the states kids get candy. my son likes it better in Lebanon

well, its the next day....and last night was the most fun and exciting night i've had in a long time. 
i got off of work at 6 pm... my husband, son, son's friend and son's cousin came to pick me up. we went to Great America'S HALLOWEEN HAUNT  http://haunt.cagreatamerica.com/ 
it was insane! great american is theme park that we got season passes to this year. its a roller coaster park. we went about 4 times this summer.  i will never get season passes again....because i will only go for halloween from now on. it was sooooooo scarey!  all of the rides were working, going on the rides at night were so exciting. the park was open from 7pm-midnight. 
the whole park was scarey. the makeup and costumes the actors had on were so realistic. there were adults crying because they were scared. the whole park had some white smoke going through everything.  there were people with chainsaws, long metal poles scratching the cement and making sparks, they would get the shovels and bang them on the ground.  and that was just around the park and not in the mazes, or haunted houses.
about a 3rd of the time i was walking holding my husbands hoodie with my eyes closed. haha. i was a bong wimp.
so now its the next day, and im at work. my husband will come in the evening, because i'm scared to be at the hospital alone in my office at night.....just down the hall is the morgue, and even thought there are security guards their...i'm still scared of the dead.

anyone for personal responsibility????

I love my job!!!! i even have strong feelings for many of my co-workers.....but theres this one person who really gets under skin. i'm not the type of person to dislike someone "just because"
but this person makes up stories...and whenever he comes in my office and starts talking...i know everything he says is exagerated like 20 times.
so he did something stupid........he lied about a situation he had...he added my name in the mix even though i wasnt involved, his biggest mistake...he put it in writing. 
so im trying really hard right now to relax, and not to be vengefull. because i wont get in trouble. but i'm finding it really hard to just keep my mouth shut and not get him in more trouble.

i know anger doesnt come from a good place. im just upset because he just drew my name into his mess.....

Egyptians upset over Haifa Wehbe new kids song?

this is what i read....

Her song Baba Fen holds racist lyrics and made a huge argument with the Egyptian people who feel that Haifa Wehbe’s song is offensive. Specifically, the Nubain Egyptians have been outraged and want to sue Haifa Wehbe


The lyrics of Baba Fen say: fen dabdoub, wel ered el noubi_Where’s my teddy bear and the Nubian monkey

In return, Haifa Wehbe responded to the problem by saying that the Egyptian writer Mustafa Kamil made it clear that the Nubain Monkey is an old game, and nothing racist or offensive…Do you think Haifa Wehbe will lose her popularity in Egypt? …this would seriously affect the sales of her new 2009 album

can they realy sue her? i cant imagine her saying anything that would offend the egyptian people, because they are a big part of her fan base...also isnt she married to an egyptian?  and if it is trully a honest mistake and the person who wrote is egyptian, why would they want to make an issue out of it.  maybe they should take up issue with Mustafa Kamil???
i dont know...heres the video, what do you think? is Haifa a racist?

i'm irritated....

with my husband!

most of the blogs i read are of female (few males).
i even asked my husbands permission to blog  (not that i should need permission for anything!) 

we went to portland 2 weeks ago for my cousins wedding...and i took a lot of really photos.  i have no idea how to upload the photos from camera to computer, my husband always does that.  ive been asking him, and he has been putting it off...
...well we get to the real reason that he hasnt uploaded them....he doesnt find it appropriate for me to be putting photos of myself  online for others to view unless i know them. 
1. i dress very conservativly...(we are christian, so i dont cover or anything...but my dress is very modest)
2.he posts all of photos of absoluty everything we do each weekend on his facebook...for his family and friends to see...(including photos of us at clubs...drinking...where im not so conservativly dressed)
3. he speaks often about how we (Lebanese) are so much more progressive than other M.E countries....ok so then dont treat me like im property!

........
marriage is full of ups and downs ...(every married couple knows this..or will find this out)
i'm gratefull that the down is something so silly....but it just makes me so mad!
I WILL GET MY WAY!